First Post - A short poem about myself...

If/When I Reach Happiness

In a dream I walked across the sea

I found my way to your sinking ship, your fishing boat,

and I calmed the night's treachery [storm]

Just for you.

I am no Savior, nor do I wish to be...

Am I normal?? Am I average??

My mind is bathed in chemicals – natural & synthetic.

Rarely do I possess a firm explanation of myself.

(my thoughts

fears

desires)

(my personality and my definition)

The emotions I feel are in need of interpretation...

to be re-formatted. Thus, I write.

There is a difference between words and emotions-

emotion is basic; primary.

Words are created to describe these feelings.

When I feel sadness, for instance, my face shows it. However, if I am on the telephone with someone (just and example)...

I must use words.

“I am SAD.”

Regardless of the medium used to convey my sorrow, I have found it (sadness) to be the normal me.

Am I normal?? Am I average??

I leave a trail of breadcrumbs behind me as I journey. If/when I reach happiness, you can count on there being a map I have made...

for you and your friends.

Am I normal?? Am I average??

XO